Diminished from Remnants by Van Evera
Tracklist
4. | Diminished | 3:12 |
Lyrics
Irreversible siphoning of life,
My minds been draining daily.
Completely autonomously,
Things are looking pretty empty.
Am I supposed to strive from my defeat?
Or learn to see, or grow, or be?
I'm only climbing towards something that to me never seems to me to be achieved.
Lessons dishonest, the breeding ones have told. The notion how if you treat others well insinuates them caring too.
I have always been too selfless,
Ive Had the biggest of a heart!
Now when I'm falling in my failure
Everyone always seems to depart.
(Withering away)(withering away)
Its worthless to think I'll ever be anything more than what I've made myself into.
(Withering away)(withering away)
Its all a lie!
I'm sick of potential always passing me by.
"Its nothing but trying," "believe to achieve," Is nothing that's ever worked out for me.
I've tried to sleep on my own!
And its only proven to me the habitual pills help more than I know.
(Withering away)(withering away)
Its worthless to think I'll ever be anything more than what I've made myself into.
(Withering away)(withering away)
Its all a lie!
I'm sick of potential always passing me by.
I've tried to take all of the advice,
All I know anymore,
Is no matter what I think there's something clearly wrong with me. And though I know the help is bettering, I refuse to live life artificially.
Nor ever do I sense better days,
Happiness is like torture to achieve.