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isolation (v2) from Astral Rejections by TVAAAS

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6.isolation (v2)3:19
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ears ring
teeth click and
ears ring
teeth click and
ears ears

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you're, you're reminding yourself that you are a good person.
you are a good human being,
and you're loved and appreciated.
i mean that.
i may not know you,
i-i may not know who you are,
but i, but someone out there loves and appreciates you,
no matter who you are.
you are loved and appreciated.

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what it mainly spurred from
was this sorta feeling of
if i have, like, a random thought that would pop into my head:
where it would be "what if i committed this action? what if i were to do this immoral thing? what if i were to do, what if i were to say this to this person?" you know, while i'm talking to someone, right... "what if i were to say this or do this to this person?"
i-it doesn't...
the thoughts don't necessarily mean anything.
you know, they're the sorta thing that kinda just zooms by i-in your head.
every time that would happen i would give it meaning.
"well, does that mean i'm this? does that mean i'm that... that type of person that would do such an action?"
then i'm thinking: "what IF i did it?" and not "i AM going to do it?"
the more that i was thinking of what those sorta thoughts meant, um,
the more that i got sunk into depressive, an-anxious sorta feelings that came with...
contemplating them...
over and over...
you are not your thoughts.

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from Astral Rejections, released April 3, 2020
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