No Joy from No Joy by Traumat

I can't look at the mirror
This face
This body
Can't be mine
I feel like a complete stranger
In this disgusting world
There is no possibility
For me to love myself
And the life I am living

I can feel the hard fist of life
In my stomach
On my face
I can't breathe anymore
I want to end this suffering

This pain inside me
Killing me everyday
Never leaves me
I felt the pain and peace at the same time
Now I can only look at the photos
And your eyes are nothing but a spear to this helpless man

I wanna fucking kill myself
I just want to fucking kill myself
I don't want to live in this world
I don't want to live this fucking life
Please let me kill myself
Please
Please let me do it
Please
PLEASE

I know that one day
I will take this life
Not now nor tomorrow
But one day I will end this
Loop of suffering

• Black Metal
• Metal
• Raw Black Metal
• dark ambient
• dsbm
• turkish black metal
• Mersin