Tulpa Gape from Halos by Thunder Gloss

i carry your show dress on my back,
powder makeup still caked in the corset
your reveal was bad and poorly staged
but i wish i could’ve seen it still

katakana you (i) don’t understand
in lipstick behind you on the shower wall
your soft white hand around my gut
one year later

your hair looks so orange under the tungsten lights
i just get so flushed when i imagine your life
your smooth back reminds me of a tile floor
i can’t help but burn when i imagine your life

you shrug when i speak about anything
there is nothing between you and i
you left my door wide open,
and your tulpa walked right in.

you see me and you clasp your sweaty hands together-
will you be strong? or will you be kind--
weaving your hair into a rope made of flowers,
or sacrificing everything in animal worship?

your hair looks so white under fluorescent lights
i just get so flushed when i imagine your life
your sleeping body reminds me of a rothko
i can’t help but burn when i imagine your life

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