End Averse by ThIIIrd Person

I tried trying but it hurt so
I tried lying in the dirt
Vibing with the earth
(Low)
Went on a drive and missed the swerve,
Know I can’t try trying til it works
I’m violence averse

(Grow)
Now all I try to end is verses [versus]
Attend to purpose
Combine the lines to flip and burn
(Flow)
Life has been preserved
Lies have been unlearned
Grind has been returned
Skating over shame
Crisis in a vert
(Go)
Late to know I can’t
Hide the shit that hurts with
Vicodins and Percs
Novocaine
Silencing my nerves,
(No.)
I came to know my pain
Cried to give it birth [berth]
Like- a kid to nurse
Hold the baby goat,
Smile and whisper first:

“It’s ok. What you need?”

…now I’m the listener.
(Glow)
Get some space just to breathe
So I don’t miss a word
And someday I believe-
I’ll finally get unearthed
So when my thoughts have been a curse,
watch me end averse(;)

And when I can’t get over,
try to dig deep
but the ground won’t move

I guess there’s no way around it
I won’t lay down
What I gotta go through yeah

And when pain complains I make space for it
My brain can’t ignore it and stay sane
I need days and days to maintain
But they only hit one at a time
I’ll hit em one at a time…

It’s ok. What you need? (I’ll hit em one at a time)

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