LOSING FAITH from S/\T by Suicide Triangle

a disease in the mind
oh how it plagues
like cysts in my head
the thoughts it creates

what can be done
when better men have tried
and come out empty handed?
what can be done
when any sense of faith
is reprimanded

I only await a slow descent
into pitch-black nihilism
every step I take is met
with self-made stiff resistance

I can't escape
this broken state
I sew my fragmented bones
into your twisted shape

I can't run from these thoughts
they're sickening
I still taste the bile
it's lingering

in the back of my throat
one more breath and I'll choke
pull myself from this mess
and emerge in a new wreck

• Black Metal
• Melodic Black Metal
• Metal
• blackened hardcore
• Selby