JUSTBECAUSEYOUDON'TWANTTOLOOKATITDOESN'TMEANIT'SNOTTHERE from S/\T by Suicide Triangle

well isn't it funny how I
tore myself apart?
my bitter soul was always
lacking in it's spark
well isn't it funny how I
tore myself apart?
with a broken neck,
a broken will, and a broken heart

I cough and splutter
and I stutter and choke
I'm penned like an ink blot
on a suicide note

just because you don't want to look at it
doesn't mean it's not there
just because I want to hear about you
doesn't mean that I care

I get angry when I think
and I spit when I speak
I only want to feel a little loved
but instead I feel sick

I thought songs like this
would get it off my chest
but no amount of whinging
will erase the meaningless sex
I want a do-over ending
I promise I can keep pretending
that I feel something positive
just leave me alone to contradict

why am I always in the wrong?
I'm fucked in head and heart
you say that "life still carries on"
but that's the hardest part

• Black Metal
• Melodic Black Metal
• Metal
• blackened hardcore
• Selby