Night Thirst from Poltergeists by Soot Sprite

Night thirst and I’m desperately seeking
Faces that aren’t mine in the mirror
I’m the worst I can’t hold anything down
Long enough to fork a groove on the ground

Sorry all of this is too thick to see through
These defences are nothing new

Morning clarity
Start the day just as alone as you’ll be at the end
‘Cause that’s safety, I’m the only one that hurts me
But at least there’s no surprises

Sorry I’m too heave to carry right now
All this baggage is weighing me down

I’m not doing this right
Because my chest always feels so tight
I though I got past this spell
Turns out I’m not doing so well