Desidera from Lighthouse/\Collider by Saroon

Desidera,
Won’t you lie to me while I’m awake,
It was just last year that you told me it would never be the same again.
We met at the spread at the wake of your husband’s associate,
Next to the bowl of the mushroom pate
You said you were leaving and that made it okay
As you took my hand
Through the fire escape,
Down the hatch,
In the dress that you tore on your way down,
The days and the years how they pass but i’ll always remember your skin in the moonlight,
And the days that you told me your biggest successes
Holding the phone too far from your lips
And the day that you told me how it would end, you said,
“The diagnosis is the same for us all,
The only real place left to live is your heart”.
Desidera,
All i got left is feeling in the bardo.
Those feelings can’t remember your name,
So I wrote this song to hear you in my heart.

• Existential
• Experimental
• Psychedelic
• folk
• orchestral
• transcendental
• Portland