November by Sara Idani

Walking home on feet made of led
With every step my heart break some more
Never felt so stupid before

Can't believe I said it out loud
And you said "oh that's brave and so sweet
but I can't give you what you seek"

I'm just about to dissolve
I revolve around you and I'm nothing to you
It's true
And I don't see how I'll make it through

November never seemed so dark
As on the night when you broke my heart
Saying we where not meant to be
And leaving only heartbreak debris
November never seemed so dark
You left me with one hell of a mark
Wondering what else I can do
'cause I could never get over you

I could never get over you

Curling up in bed on my own
Can no longer hold back the tears
Demons whisper dread in my ears

Listing all my failures and flaws
13 reasons why you said no
And other things I don't wanna know

Don't wanna know

Playing the scene on repeat
every beat every frame but it's always the same
Insane
Can't change the end even if I try

November never seemed so dark
As on the night when you broke my heart
Saying we where not meant to be
And leaving only heartbreak debris
November never seemed so dark
You left me with one hell of a mark
Wondering what else I can do
'cause I could never get over you

Said I was fine, no hard feelings
I lied, I am dealing with all kinds of pain
and shame
Regret that I said anything at all

November never seemed so dark
As on the night when you broke my heart
Saying we where not meant to be
And leaving only heartbreak debris
November never seemed so dark
You left me with one hell of a mark
Wondering what else I can do
'cause I will never get over you

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