Abyss from Graveyard Smash by Rougaroux

I have been getting intimately familiar with the idea of rejection
And all the different little fucked up forms it comes in
Sometimes it tastes like cold November rain
Walking down the side streets where everything looks gray
It smells Like some drunk asshole pissing in the alleyway
And the realization that queerness is just real fucking lonely

I'm afraid to reach out and touch
To hold my friends and feel with them
They'll turn to ash and everything will erode
I feel like I am crumbling
Constantly
At any given moment
The floor beneath me will give way
And I will drift into the dark abyss

Falling doesn't feel like floating and floating feels more like dying and I don't know who conflated floating and falling but I feel like I'm fucking dying

Falling doesn't feel like floating and floating feels more like dying and I don't know who conflated floating and falling but I feel like I'm fucking dying

And I’m realizing that queerness is just real fucking lonely

And nothing matters in this God damn abyss
Everything I touch turns to ash
It crumbles into nothing
Unable to be grasped
Which is more than I could've hoped for
It's more than I deserve
Someone else always has it worse than me

Yeeeeeaaah
A ray of sun is peeking through the clouds
Pull me out of the abyss

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