Anymore from Accidentally Happy by Rebekka Lundstrøm

I’m so tired I could sleep for a week
But the voices in my head are making fun
Of what I said and didn’t say and how it feels
Of what I did and didn’t do and should have done
As a child I slept more than the other kids
A good soldier sleeps when she can
Maybe I was charging up for something big
Maybe I knew already then
And I don’t recall it now
But I guess that I slept good
My head was so much quieter before
And I don’t remember now
But I guess that I was peaceful
But I don’t know what that feels like
Anymore
I met him in a small town country bar
He had never been in love before
I had searched so many places and traveled far
For a while I let him help me restore
And I don’t recall it now
But I guess that he was good
Or better than what I had before
And I don’t remember now
But I guess that I loved him
But I don’t know what that feels like
Anymore
I shared a bottle with a strange on a beach
We talked until the early morning light
I told him secrets about my life and my dreams
When he woke up I was gone and out of sight
And I don’t recall it now
But I guess that he knew
That bottle held a truth like none before
And I don’t remember now
But I guess that I was honest
But I don’t know what that feels like
Anymore
I took a holiday to visit some old friends
The people who had my back way back when
We laughed we shared stories and we danced
After that I never visited again
And I don’t recall it now
But I guess that I had fun
Like I was able to have fun before
And I don’t remember now
But I guess that I was happy
But I don’t know what that feels like
Anymore
No I don’t know what that feels like
Anymore

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