Misaki from Rende's by Phargo.

I'm dependent
And I don't even know it
I'd surrender
But there's nothing to succumb to
Bottled and ignorant
With baggy eyes staring at the mirror
And I don't have a poetic way
To say that I'm still lonely

If that's what you said
Then I would have stayed again
If that's what you meant
Then I would have said it then
Because I'm tired of trying
You're weathered and asking me
To maintain myself for everybody
If it makes things easy
You can just forget me

I know I'm disappointing
Haven't I always been?
Wasting every midnight
And sleeping in
Because I'm mostly speechless
When anyone's around
And I'm mostly selfish

With how much I take and still stay stagnant
(That's how it's always been to you I guess)
Wasting hours staring at the walls
(That's what we've always meant to you and me)
And I'm so afraid of moving backwards
(I'm a disappointment to everyone)
That I don't move anywhere at all

If that's what you said
Then I would have stayed again
If that's what you meant
Then I would have said it then
Because I'm tired of trying
You're weathered and asking me
To maintain myself for everybody
If it makes things easy
You can just forget me

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