Fuckin' A# from New Game+ by Palette Knife

I’ll stay asleep til I’m out of dreams. The past five years I’ve told myself I do not deserve to be held but purple hair in my sink says “shut the fuck up forgive yourself”.

I smell chemicals. I taste stale chlorine, your hands are technicolor ignorance. And when I drown I hope to feel nothing, the world will time lapse around me.

I’ll stay asleep til I’m out of dreams. I’ll forgive me when I learn to be me.

Thought i had the high score now, thought i choked this all down, thought I cleaned my plate but I just moved it all around. I smell chemicals. Gasoline can be perfume. Your skin is fuel for people new. I smell chemicals. You hold a broken glow stick. I eat instax film as you shine brighter than the fireflies.

I wanna better myself to distract from hating myself. I will power through the backlog shelf and level up my master spells. I stayed asleep I wanna wake in twilight town and slay the snake
That told me sleep would be okay but it’s not okay. Fuck

I know now it’s just a matter of gaining my own trust. Try my hand at something different instead of starting new game plus. I’ll be my own ejector seat just let me fall i’m so gone. I’ll respawn.

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