Shivers from Melankoli (unfinished) by Köldör

Silent footsteps of imsomnia in a pitch black night
My body starves for something my mouth can't recall
An uncomfortable feeling that something's not right, and i'm not quite sure, what the fuck it is.

A gloomy night
Full of melancholy
I stare through a reflection in my window into my dead eyes
And all i see is emptiness draining my light

A lump in my throat, a nail in the back
A stone in my heel and a void in my heart
I scream, I dance, I jump
And then i smile, but in the end, nothing feels right

Searching for an end
To all this misery
I don't want to be like this, a worthless ill sick fuck
For the rest of my entire fucking life

Ahg, ...i think... i'm starting to like this.
My trembling breath becomes somehow healing...
My legs shake involuntarily, as my body feels worms inside...
¿Will it be true? ¿That my sanity drifts away?
Pleasure or pain, i like both anyway
In old misery i wait for the inevitable end
And yet it seems i'm enjoying it (this time)

• Blackgaze
• DSBM
• Depressive Black Metal
• Depressive Suicidal Black Metal
• Metal
• black metal
• narcotic metal
• punk rock
• Santiago