let go from 27 club by no1mportant
Tracklist
| 5. | let go | 3:02 |
Lyrics
(I know I can can yes I can can)
Insecurities blend sense and impurities
Risk slits to the wrist
And a fist clinched to the mirror me
Spending my days in fear of me
Women they disappear on me
Gripping what isn't here so let go
I Used to give myself a zero
Or even below
Even when I'm getting high
I still tend to be low
Never felt the need to try
And be a decent negro
Everything that I admired lied in things and people
In dire need of peepholes
To see the signs so deep inside
Man what a sight to behold
I'm jeepers creepsing my entire life
I'd like a sequel
I'd like some plot upheaval
I'd like to see myself as more than less than not an equal
Them thoughts are lethal
My past dig up like excavation
I'm trying to beat and pass my autonomic expectations
Hate myself more than people that used to love me do
Which makes the ones that love me now wanna run from me too
Thought I'd get big when I was young kinda like honey boo
Boo hoo oh wo is me I nurse with rhymes like mummy goose
I quit the rum and goose still don't know where I'm running to
Or who Im running from, myself I guess that much I knew
Grew up with people that had shit
Had me thinkin that that shit
Was the reason them bastards
Always had chicks
My parents aren't that rich
That's how they used to speak
As I put seven bucks in my lunch account for the week
But lunch is three bucks a day
I've Become a charity case
Better get me a job
No time for study or play
Now the money I make
Ain't enough for sunnier days
Count down to self destruction
This body no wish to stay
I'm probably a wish a way from
Becoming a miscarriage
Such self disdain should inspire
Some better parents
I'm better suited alone and
away from my heritage
No I don't need a hug
And no I don't need a therapist
No I don't need a home, a wife, kids or inheritance
No I don't need your sympathy
That just causes embarrassment
Know that self hatred isn't right for the kids
If love you're tryin to give
You should just die and let live, bye
