Outdated Confessions from Heavenly by Marigold

I don't know what to fear the most
Between the crushing loss and dreams that could kill their host
I take old photographs and I put them on a shelf
I'll never forget the past as I try to forgive myself

Now you're moving away to a different state
I know I'll never see you again but I won't forget your face
I tried to shut you out in fear of the closing end
Not only did I lose myself but I lost my best friend

Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall

Memories will haunt me in their ethereal form
Feels like trying to sail in the middle of a storm
I know alcohol won't stop the bleeding
Only 3 more shots until I lose all feeling

Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall

I run to things from my past
So I hope the memories will last
I'm sorry I know it's not enough
I'm sorry so sorry

I'm hurting while you are doing fine
I just wish that you were still mine
It's over there's nothing I can do
All I've got left are the memories of you

Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall

This is our last goodbye
I hope that you won't cry
It's ok even I can see
You never really cared about me

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