Death Throes from Hategrief by Lycopene

As we walk alone
In the cold, few words spoken
I see you on the outside..
I want to bring you in again
I want to be a place of comfort
Not fear….

There’s still love
In these bones
There’s still time
There’s still hope
I will try
Until my death throes
Until there’s no chance that I’ll survive
I’ll be trying to mend this collapse

The past still casts shadows today
I know you feel it too
I feel it on you
And I’m drowning in the uncertainty
But there has been so much good between us
And it mean so much more
Than anything
That could threaten my love

You are my best friend
Not just then
But in this life
Even if we cut ties
That thread is still tied around
My heart
And it will give me warmth or
It will burn
But I will always care for you
My dearest friend
I see a future that looks like our memories
I’m trying to reach but I’m so afraid of pushing you away
If you will it, I would disappear
To dark from which I came
But if you will it, I will love you
With everything

There’s still love
In these bones
There’s still time
There’s still hope
I will try
Until my death throes
Until there’s no chance that I’ll survive
I’ll be fighting to fix this collapse
There’s still love
In this husk
I am trying
I am trying
These are my death throes
Let them reach you
My dearest darkest friend

Let them reach you…

• Electronic
• Neoclassical New Age
• alternative metal
• ambient
• darkwave
• piano rock
• post-hardcore
• synth punk
• Mount Airy