Altruistic Disorder from FROWN FACE by Lxnnnie

Altruistic Disorder

Well, I don’t remember what I’m doing
And I don’t believe what I have done
‘Cause I’m half asleep when I’m goin’ through it
So, I barely recognize anyone….

I am a failure
Nobody knows I exist
I am a failure
And all I can do is this

‘Cause all that I know is this
The meaning of life is to live

And I can’t stop cryin’ for no reason
Or maybe the reason is my soul
You can keep on leanin’ on that daemon
But don’t you forget who’s in control

I am a failure
Nobody knows I exist
I am a failure
And all I can do is this

‘Cause all that I know is this
The meaning of life is to live

And if I was you and you were in my imagination
Well, I’d find the places that I know
And I’d close my eyes and hide inside of a revelation
To see the truth everywhere I go

‘Cause I am the man in the mirror’s disguise
And I’ll never stop asking me why
So, I might have fucked it all up this time
But I’ll try again cause I never die

I’m not a failure
I live inside the gloom
I am a flower
In everything I bloom

And I’ll bloom in you
I will bloom in you
I will bloom in you
And you will bloom in me too

• Alternative
• acoustic
• outsider music
• pop
• schizodelic
• trip hop
• Belmar