June from June by Lectures

I was angry at God for making me this way
I was blaming the wall for all the things that I just couldn't change
And I looked at myself like everything I hate
I was on my way back from all the bruised and bitter parts of me
But it's there I found my purpose worn out and thrown away
And I never seemed to notice it was me that was in its way
I was humbled God, Oh my God I was wrong, for holding all that hate
I fell in love with my selfish thoughts
I told them never to speak my name again
When every shred of hope was ripped up right in front of me
I just don't have the balance, I don't deserve it anyway
But it's there I found my purpose worn out and thrown away
Cause I never seemed to notice it was me that was in its way

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