Bloodletting from rendering... by kitty hell

the first flicker of light before i wake...
i woke up, or did i ever really sleep?
i felt the sweat soaking into my sheets...
i turned on--or, um, off?
the first breaths hurt me...
the cogs whirr to life...

I FILLED MYSELF WITH THE HOLES THAT WERE LEFT IN THE MESS
WHILE WE SUFFER WHAT WE SUFFER IN A LITTLE WORLD

i messed my head up again
sinking selfless
and i never knew it could happen to me
but it did
i never knew what we suffer

WATCH ME SUFFER WHAT WE SUFFER IN OUR MENTAL VIOLENCE

my hands were DRIPPING
with the static
bleeding out
static, bleeding for a watching world

WATCH ME SUFFER WHAT WE SUFFER
WHAT WE SUFFER IN A STUPID... FUCKING... world...

THE ILLNESS TOOK A HOLD OF ME
I NEEDED A RELEASE
FROM ALL THE SICK
ALL THE TENSION
ALL THE ANXIOUS
ALL THE PAIN AND THE PUS
AND THE BLOOD
FILTHY BLOOD
STATIC BLOOD
STATIC, BLEEDING FOR A WATCHING WORLD

THE LAST FLICKER OF LIFE BEFORE I REST
WILL I EVEN WAKE AT ALL?
WILL I DO IT ALL AGAIN TOMORROW?
WILL I WAKE AT ALL? I KNOW WHAT I SAW

...i know what i saw...

• Alternative
• dance-punk
• emo
• kittycore
• noise punk
• queer
• Denton