CHURCH FAN by J Bambii

God, I’ve been doubtful
Prayers by the handful
Prayers by the mouthful

Holding back tears
Nigga, crying at the altar

God I’ve been worried.
Reality needs an alter

Oh God, where is the hotline?
Left mail with my voice
Tell me if you got mine.

How long is not the right time

I only got this lifetime

Shit.

Kids is dying
The mayor is a monster
Pigs is flying
Government impostor
The country is lying
It’s KKK Sponsored
The Borders Denying
All the Africanas
Here comes all the Karma
Revenge for all the Trauma
Protected by an armor
Speaking Psalms and proverbs
Look, at all the water
Sipping Arnold Palmer
The seed became the farmer

I say Jesus hold me
Heart and feet been roamin
Song of stone, keep on rollin
Been on my knees, I’m lonely.

I been really lonely…

Who other than me, knows me?
I’ve let anger get the best of me
Don’t like how y’all niggas be testing me
Lose my mind up in here,
DMX’ing me
What do you expect of me?
Fuck yo projections g
Where was niggas
When I needed someone helping me

Instead,
Niggas spent time
Dissecting me
Use they head,
Rather unreflectively

Twisting me, condemning me,
Never spent time with me
Never spent a dime on me
Nickelodeon Slime on me
2020 almost died on me
Thoughts on Suicidal Spree
Asking me what's wrong with me
Loved people who lied on me

So long
I was rolling in them deeps
Still ain’t got no license
Dream of rolling in a Jeep
Pray to
The most high
On my knees
My soul to keep
Take a step into darkness
When the faith be the leap

• Boom Bap
• Gospel
• Hip Hop
• House
• Love
• R&B
• R&B/Soul
• Rap
• Soul
• Spiritual
• jazz
• Chicago