Reconciliation from Revival by Insights.

Here I am back where I started again
All my hope revolved around you
I can't stand the person I am
So much despair in my life
I can not stand this state of mind
All my thoughts bring another hole
Of which I can never escape
But I have to get this off my chest.

There's so many things I wish I could say
So many things I've said before
When we met I wasn't in the right state of mind.
But I took the ultimate chance
Put all the other bullshit aside.
I was broken, not sure which road to take
But I put myself first, for the first time.

I wish you could have done the same

The looks that were on your face
Told me everything I needed to know
But even after everything that's happened
I wouldn't change a fucking thing

I could see it in your eyes
You needed the answers eating you alive
Following me in my own misery
I could sense that this was the end
I could hear it in the tone of your voice
I could sense that this was the end
It brought back a familiar feeling.

Feels like I'm in a crowded room
But nobody can hear my screams
I've lost control of myself
And the anxiety is taking over me.

The anxiety is taking over me.

I hope you can remember
Exactly what I told you on that day
That I'll always be here if you need me
hold on to that fucking memory
Because this is something I hold on to
I can't help that I still care
I still feel like I fucking failed you
And it's absolutely killing me

The saddest part is that I know that you can not hear me
But I lie awake every night
hoping and praying that you are alright
I've been living in affliction with hopes of reconciliation
I can promise that I won't give up on what you started

But now's my time to achieve what the fuck I've been longing for

Happiness is within reach there's no chance that i'm gonna miss it
I wish I could repay you for showing all these burden are not the end of life.

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