bloom from breathe again by hopespeak

If you could spare some change
I'd buy the time that I've watched pass
It's slipping through my fingertips
Something I can't get back

It's no surprise as I get older
I'm always bitter, somewhat colder
I wish I could stand ten feet taller
Embrace the days where I feel normal


I'm wasting days over this.
Over the things I regret
I'm never good at letting go
Is post mortem all I've ever had?
I'm living in the aftermath
Accept the good with the bad
You might end up like I am


An Irish exit, so appealing
It's been too tough to fight this feeling
Every day is losing meaning
I look but find there's no redeeming

A Bitter pill comes hard to swallow
The stillness in the air that follows
No matter the context
It's a feeling that leaves me half hollow


I'm wasting days over this.
Over the things I regret
I'm never good at letting go
Is post mortem all I've ever had?
I'm living in the aftermath
Accept the good with the bad
You might end up like I am

(Sick Solo from George)

I'm wasting days over this.
Over the things I regret
I'm never good at letting go
Is post mortem all I've ever had?
I'm living in the aftermath
Accept the good with the bad
You might end up like I am

How many trips around the sun will it take
To keep my head above water
I've been drowning in my past mistakes
I should be stronger and faster
But I've felt more like a bastard
The rage and the riptide pulled me away

Is this a self reflection
or my own war of attrition
You are the bones in my closet
That I've been endlessly digging
I've been scraping my palms
Pouring salt in the wounds
Nothing to wait for
Except the bloom

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