blood from dirt by kendall :3

breathe you in like particulate and
push you out when i start feeling different
under skin is where the feelings went
so dig them out with a knife and a bobby pin just

make me scream
make me wake up the neighborhood and
smell like me
for as long as you're willing i don't
have to leave
i can still do your bidding you can
break my heart until it stops

tell me you don't know what to do
but you knew back then when i stood close to you
and you drooled so hard i can still hear the droplets hit the floor
like a car into a wall

have a seat, let me pour out all my blood and let you
drink drink drink drink drink let you drink it all up
here's my bones, let me break them while you throw up in the
sink sink sink sink sink sink a little farther

bite down harder, leave a mark
snap the bone until it shatters
it doesn't matter
i can't imagine
braving through this static
tear me like a stuffed toy
rip me like elastic

tell me you don't know where we are
as you scoop my guts from the front of the car
all the sweat and spit and the snot and the stuff of me just falling through your fingers to the ground

have a seat, let me pour out all my blood and let you
drink drink drink drink drink let you drink it all up
here's my bones, let me break them while you throw up in the
sink sink sink sink sink sink a little farther

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