This Burden by Hectic Polarity

What the hell were you thinking? Were you thinking at all?
So selfish, so complacent, there's so much you could have done!

I'll always hold on to how you walked away
I'll never let go all of the pain
You could have saved me

I bear the weight of sins that aren't mine
I carry this burden for all of time

She's not the only sinner
You're guilty too
When all is said and done
Blame is shared by you
The hell you let proliferate behind closed doors
It begat the hell that still burns in my skull

And so I ponder, awake in bed
The things I can't remember
Playing through my head

The violation led to constant fear
The world around me was no longer real

Sorry changes nothing
When the damage is done
Slowly going nowhere
I'm coming undone

Chorus

She's not the only sinner you're guilty too
I'm trying, still trying to forgive you
I needed you but you were never there
I was left to wonder why you didn't care

• Metal
• alternative metal
• cyber metal
• electro-industrial
• industrial metal
• industrial rock
• nu metal
• Richmond