Alameda from Calamities by hayden casey

I scare you, ghost, I know I’m scaring you
How long till I ruin a good thing
I feel too much, deliver frightening truths
To ears only half-primed to listen

Every time we pass Alameda
I wonder when we’ll settle into these skins
This is what a full life feels like
Comfort in this stillness, in this sun

How long can I keep waiting for you, ghost
Before I face it head on
How long can I keep lying about it, ghost
Ignore the fact that you’re long gone

Every time I pass Alameda
I hope I will have settled by the next
Confronted the truth of the matter
Left behind me, laid it all to rest

And none of this will ever be enough
None of this will ever be enough

• Alternative
• bedroom pop
• dream pop
• indie folk
• indie pop
• indie rock
• United States