The Fold from Pain Songs by hansmole

i wanna be back in the fold
i wanna be back in that warm embrace
i want that glittering eye to trace me
the way that glittering eye used to trace me
when i did anything at all

i wanna be let back in and wanted
i wanna wake up and wrap my arms around a constant
i want that simmering joy under all things
instead of this pit in my stomach
the endless way i miss you in my body
the fear i feel at you being foreign to me
separate beds and seeing you at parties

i want that glittering eye to hold me
i want you to take your hands and unfold me
deftly, though you know i like to take the lead

but will that glittering eye ever trace me
and think,
"i am ready to give her what she seeks"

• Alternative
• LO FI HOME RECORDED
• art pop
• dreamy
• electronic
• indie
• Amsterdam