Still Awake from Fractured Divine by Futile
Tracklist
| 5. | Still Awake | 7:40 |
Lyrics
Into the light, that distant glow
salvation out of reach
through winter, through the cold
for everyone and each
and why not sooner, why so fast
I am rushing through the night
can not help it, can't withstand
I am drawn to the light
where is all I wanted and everything I ever asked for
I had so many plans but from the start I always knew I'd fail
the shadows they need me, they whisper to me
as if they could read my thoughts
come closer and hide me, be blanket on me
is this what it's like to die
I'm so close to sleeping, why can't I let go
I am awake
I am awake
holding on with less of doubt
the root of hope has yet to sprout
and as the dream is shattering
another step closer to seeing things as they are
I'm so tired of faking, believe it
another step closer, revealing what we are
here I am still me
how can I be still awake when I should be sleeping
how can I be still awake, why can't I let go
another step closer to seeing and knowing
so tired of faking, of lying and smiling
another step closer but still so very far away
into the nothing I want to give myself to you
I have never tried anything to face what I've become
into the nothing I want to give myself to you
and I know that I have always been dreaming
living with my eyes closed
another step closer to seeing things as they are
and I'm so tired of faking, believe it
to the light
through the cold
revealing what we are
never free, never be
not today, not ever
see what I've become
as it fades
as distant as we are
never will, always still
from the deep I'm crawling
screaming
into the light
it's so close
but still so very far
as it was
as it is
to the light
