DVD from Music Mediums by Furloid7

Waking up
Turning on my handphone
Checking through
Social media platforms
Wondering
If anyone would find me

Listening
to the songs I once liked
hoping that
I'll find the "only one"
So they can
give me meaning to my life

We all know it ain't true
because that's not how life works
But the ideals we had
seemed so realistic that I,
threw it all, away.

Tired of just living life
Tired of my selfish lies
Tired of my emotions
making me just smiling by
How long am I gonna try?
To keep facades up all time?
Pretending that I am someone else who everyone knows?

I don't know
What on earth I'm doing
Making this
nonsensical music
Like as if
anyone is going to
hear this
because I won't share it

When I were to die off
Will there be anything left, like Legacies?
And the feelings I had
seemed so realistic that I,
wrote it in, DVDs.

Thinking of the life I had
Thinking of the lies I spread
Thinking of my emotions
making me just frowning by
I am not going to try
to keep my true self alive
So I can become that someone else who everyone knows.

To me in the future
Wonder how you're doing?
I hope you will appreciate this song that I wrote just for you.

Tired of just living life
Tired of my selfish lies
Tired of my emotions
making me just smiling by
How long am I gonna try?
To keep facades up all time?
Pretending that I am someone else who everyone knows?
Thinking of the life I had (I want to go home)
Thinking of the lies I spread
Thinking of my emotions (To people I know)
making me just frowning by
I am not going to try (I won't be alone)
to keep my true self alive
So I can become that someone else who everyone knows. (And I'll be happy)

• Alternative
• DeepVocal
• Furloid
• UTAU
• synthesizer
• Singapore