Weak & Divine by FEYXUAN

April 16, 2021: FEYXUAN aka Xuan Nguyen (they/them) is a musical artist from Detroit, Michigan and is a Gr collective member. Though since this EP, they’ve branched out into a fey orchestral music niche, they do intend to someday come back to the stageplay-esque vocal stylings of this WEAK & DIVINE EP. In their inner circles, this EP is referred to as the Amadeus EP, since it is derived from the Amadeus Vu songs from their libretto, THE FAIRIES SING EACH TO EACH (Feb 2021, Flower Press). A libretto, they’ve been told, is the narrative writing for an opera, which sounds a bit better than the “stageplay-lyricbook-musical” which they’d been going with before.

Amadeus Vu is a queer, transgender, and disabled man who will become Empress of Heaven, though the way he constructs his narrative of gender is to use he/him during his life as a mortal and she/her only after she ascends. The songs in this EP showcase a few of his most vulnerable moments as a mortal and what drives his divine obsession. I know obsession is a term used lightly (the oxymoron of people saying they are “mildly obsessed” with a Netflix show or something, when they do not mean it is so extremely consuming that the fabric of themselves is woven into the obsession), but on the other end of the spectrum, psychiatry has no place in the formulation of Amadeus Vu. You cannot say Amadeus Vu is evil and call it a day. Neither can you say she has done nothing wrong. In the last song of the EP, he says, “What now will you do when / you cannot forgive, you cannot pity, and you cannot save?” Traumatized people are either seen as helpless innocents or conniving villains. Either you have no agency, or you do the wrong things with your agency. Either way, the narrative is taken from you. Amadeus Vu is a traumatized individual who is the creator of her own myth, seizing her origin story from her abuser, and also seizing it from all that would seek to view her through a reductive lens of absolute, binary morality.

If there’s one thing you get from WEAK & DIVINE, Amadeus’s EP, I hope you get that narratives of traumatized people are massively complex, and our stories are never so simple as the world might want you to think.

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