Portland from Fanfiction by Erin Anne

I watch you leave the house while i sit here on the couch
It doesn’t bother me, i’ve always liked being alone
It’s time to hide inside my blanket safety bunker now
I won’t say i’m not lonely, but i’m at home

It’s overwhelming to subject myself to personhood
I have to go to work and i think that’s living enough
I’m already third wheel to my angst and my
Heart we’re a throple but sometimes i think i’m extra

I haven’t had a good hard laugh in a long time
Now that i’m doing the math it’s been a
Month since I went out in the millennial sense
It’s okay i’m not lonely
It’s okay I’m just tired
It’s okay i’m just flaky
And i’m whiny
Aren’t you bored of me

I’m a magician with the way that others think of me
One second they do but I make sure they don’t
I’m busy contemplating my feet
I can’t leave when i’m so uncertain there’s a “me”
To bring anywhere at any time
I make puns because i know they’re stupid
I make sure everybody knows i know they’re stupid
That way they’ll know that i am also stupid

You can’t do wrong when you’ve already apologized
When you wear a sorry in your eyes
You can’t do wrong when you live like you’re a corpse
Because it’s really just a miracle you dressed in the morning

You can’t do wrong if you just do nothing
If you save all of your energy
You can’t do wrong if you make sure you’re forgotten
By acting like you don’t care when maybe you're just broken

I haven’t had a good hard laugh in a long time
Now that i’m doing the math it’s been a
Month since I went out in the millennial sense
I'm okay i’m not lonely
I'm okay I’m just tired
I'm okay i’m just flaky
And i’m whiny
Aren’t you bored of me

• Alternative
• DIY
• Pop Punk
• indie
• indie rock pop
• storytelling
• Los Angeles