Hell from Hell by Era Nocturna

disfigured, dumbstricken
too late i see, too late i feel disbelief, derision
i fucking lost my mind now
for what, this second?
i see a hole inside of me
it gets bigger each time you leave

ignore the words i speak and i will cut you out
i can't be anything without a purpose
what i thought i'd be is just a memory of the wish i'd made when i was still in hell

the pain
the price i paid to live but i'm dying
for what?
and for who?
and where the fuck were you when i was on my knees saving my own life?
from the ones that should care but instead they all turn their backs at the sound of my broken screams
and my dying dreams

ignore the words i speak and i will cut you out
i can't be anything without a purpose
what i thought i'd be is just a memory of the wish i'd made when i was still in hell

still these words i scream are nothing but a noise
i can't be what they what if i can't die
and what i thought i'd be is just a memory of the wish i'd made when i was still in hell

from these veins i bleed yet i am still alive
when i don't want to be without a purpose
what i thought i'd be is just a memory of a wish i'd made when i was still in hell

from these lungs i scream yet i am silent still
and i have everything but a real life
what i thought i'd be is just a memory of a wish i'd made when i was still in hell

• Electronic
• darkwave
• electro
• experimental
• goth
• United States