Apology by Eputty

I started working on this piece during one of the lowest points in my life. I was isolated from friends, going through a breakup, using substances to escape my problems, and grappling with complex mental health issues.

The process of remixing and reworking this track became somewhat excessive. I had to deal with subpar stems that had been processed countless times, navigating different laptops and setups, and fixing things that seemed almost impossible to work with. At one point, I didn't even know which key I was in (shoutout to Nate for the help). Releasing this track feels profound to me, especially considering the difficulties I faced along the way. It was a challenge to recapture the same mindset I had when I initially started working on it.

I can't quite explain why I held onto this piece for so long, but it represents the first time I could express myself in ways words couldn't capture. That alone made it a deeply powerful experience for me. I hope that listeners will find their own personal connections and meanings within the music

Enjoy!