Old Love from Circaa by Emily Afton

OLD LOVE

I always thought that I was different
I thought to love was to be anguished
Because I split myself in fractions
Sent different versions of me running

In the daylight I can feel her
In the nighttime I dream of him
Can anybody really hold two hearts
In your hands without one slipping

And you, you make me feel brand new
And you make me feel an old love, that's true
And you make me feel brand new
And it makes me feel an old love too
An old love

A new city, a new feeling
And I’m working through my demons
And I tried to have it all and lost it
‘Cause you can't have everything and nothing

So who are you when you run out of love
Will you find it
When you don’t have enough
Or will you go get it from somebody else
Instead of learning how to give love to yourself

And you made me feel brand new
It made me learn something that’s true
The oldest love I never knew
It made me feel my own love too
My own love
My own love

I'm feeling very strange
Because my lover’s meeting with another lover
But I’m not allowed to complain because I have one too and he’s on his way
But when he comes will it be erased
Will all my feelings be held hostage
While she goes out on her date
And sinks into another woman’s soft embrace
I feel I’ve lost a sense of me now
I feel my greatness seeping out so slowly
What if I cant handle all the pain
Of being open and I'm showing
All my weaknesses, please save me
Please offer an escape
Is the only way out the end, ‘cause I’m not ready
The only path is to befriend it
To love myself is the greatest ending

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