Billet-Doux from Asphyxia Apotheose by PISSOIR ROUGE

„. . . rip my skin off and crush me with your long legs and feet.
You will pee in front of me in a jar and shit in a plate
and ask me to wait for 3 days waiting to eat it.
Where my tongue would start to melt in the first moment you dropped the divine shit.
This test is to check how devoted I am towards you and my food.
With my whole body bleeding with blood and tears,
but my nose smelling my food and eyes gazing at the divine piss.
After 3 days you would return
and drag me from there to another room
where you will feed me with your vomit
and then dragging me again to the older place
where you shit on the older shit which are now dried a bit
as I smelled the shit throughout those 3 days.
You will ask me to eat everything up and drink all the piss.
And ask me to enter a room full of your shit (month full of your shit and piss)
so that your excretes disintegrate into my body
[...]
You will decide whether you are satisfied with me
and whether you will allow me to be your slave forever,
a dog who never leaves his mistress's shoes an. . .“

• Experimental
• ambient
• industrial
• noise
• power electronics
• ritual
• Germany