FLAMING FAG from DANDY 2 by dandy

HOT DEATH FOR HOT PEOPLE



I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
UNTIL THERE’S NOTHING LEFT OF ME TO SMOKE AGAIN

I I I I I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER TALK AGAIN
EVERY SENTENCE I EVER SAID WAS ONLY HALF OF IT’S INTENT
AND I I I I I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER KNOW HOW TO LIVE
I GET MAD AT MY SELF-RESTRAINT AND MORE MAD WHEN I JUST CAN’T KEEP IT IN
AND I I I’VE GOT THE LUXURY OF KNOWING EXACTLY WHAT I WANT
AND THE LUXURY OF HOLDING ONTO ALL OF THAT SHAME
AND I I I I GOT THE LUXURY OF KNOWING WHAT I WANT

I WANT TO SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES AT ONCE
JUST KEEP SHOVING THEM IN MY MOUTH ONE AT A TIME

I WANT TO GET WASTED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND AND VOMIT INTO A BATHROOM STALL WITH SOME GUY I’VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE
AND THEN I GUESS WE’D FUCK
THAT WOULD FEEL GOOD I THINK

I WANT TO SUCK FACE WITH AN UNFAMILIAR FACE

I WANT TO BREAK THIS BODY
I JUST WANT TO BLEED
I WANT TO CUT ALL OF MY FINGERS OFF
I WANT TO SIT HERE AND TALK TO YOU ALL NIGHT
SO I DON’T HAVE TO GO HOME AND JERK OFF

I HATE WALLOWING IN MYSELF
I HATE THIS MEANDERING DAY-TO-DAY
I HATE LOOKING OUT OF THIS STUPID WINDOW TO PLAIN BRICK WALLS

I WANT TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND NOT SEE THIS IMMATURE, BROKEN MAN
TO NOT SEE THIS MAN
TO NOT SEE A MAN AT ALL

I WANT TO THROW MY BODY OFF A CATWALK AND WAKE UP TOMORROW MORNING JUST AS FUCKING SAD
I THINK THAT’D FEEL REAL GOOD

I WANT TO WALK INTO THE WHITE CAPPED WAVES AT FOUR A.M. AND NEVER BE FOUND AGAIN
BUT I WANT IT TO NOT HURT
I WANT TO BE SLEEPWALKING

I WANT TO BE A PRESERVED SKELETON IN FOURTY THOUSAND YEARS
SOMETHING WORTH REMEMBERING
BECAUSE THIS SHIT AIN’T WORTH REMEMBERING AT ALL

the virgin voyage of a newborn vessel
fated for an icy grave
the virgin voyage of a deceased vessel
one aboard, alive and aflame

like a faggot on fire
light a faggot on fire

I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
I WANNA SMOKE SIXTY THOUSAND CIGARETTES
UNTIL THERE’S NOTHING LEFT OF ME TO SMOKE AGAIN

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