Hiding from Penumbra by The Crossroad Convergence

There was a time when I believed
Each choice I made was right for me
I knew what I was doing
No wavering, I slept all night
Stood tall and proud, no fear to fight
Then along came my undoing

I can’t trust myself with me anymore
The twists and turns running through my brain
Are ripped and torn
I hide myself behind my smile
This train of thought goes miles and miles
But I can’t see where I’m supposed to go

I’m so scared
To speak my feelings, to tell my secrets
Because of what I’ve done
I’m not saying it for the guilt trip
I’m just reading between the lines

Now I question everything
What was true, what was real
I didn’t catch your clues
There are times I feel like I’m on trial
Like I’m stupid for not seeing things
I can’t believe it was you

I can’t trust myself with me anymore
The twists and turns running through my brain
Are ripped and torn
I hide myself behind my smile
This train of thought runs miles and miles
But I can’t see where I’m supposed to go

I feel guilty
When you feel bad because I am sad
Because of what you’ve done
I’m so tired of all this pain
When does heartache outweigh the love?

I can’t trust myself with me anymore
The twists and turns running through my brain
Are ripped and torn
I hide myself behind my smile
This train of thought runs miles and miles
But I can’t see where I’m supposed to go

Where am I supposed to go?

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