Complex/ God from Ego EP by Clutterculture
This is a two-part track that follows a road of understanding through the songs four verses. The first verse is about insecurities about yourself as an individual and complex that you carry inside of you. The second verse is about getting over your complex and over-compensating to instead become smug.
The third verse is about self-confidence getting out of control and making you way to full of yourself.
The last verse is about getting over your smugness and reaching humbleness while still seeing your full potential in an honoust light.
The title “Complex/God” is illustrating the reversed God-complex the song describes.
Tracklist
| 6. | Complex/ God | 6:31 |
Lyrics
(Intro)
Lucifer Dawn of the morning
I am so important; the lost son of God, gotten orphaned
I am so important; I broke my way out of boredom
(V1)
My own awareness and complex is luring me/
Straight into a manic state where I'm just furiously/
trying to cure and secure myself from insecurities/
and be a piece of shit in pursuit of truth and purity/
I feel too much, maybe in the middle, feel too Little/
I feel too little, small minded illwillin, still considered/
A bitter kid with a triggering will to deliver/
a piece of my withering confidence at the couple's dinner/
I filled my thoughts with "I don't like my figure", figured/
I needed an epiphany to see that my heart should be bigger/
An idealist but my Robin still got arrows in the quiver/
I wanna be brave but seems that I can only shake and shiver/
I froze myself out of the centre I am shook/
I have realized I'm not half as cool as I look/
the hair and the tats was half of what it took/
Cuz in my face you can read "War and peace" like a book/
(Chorus)
My hall of mirror have a hundred eyes
But only two are looking back. I wonder why
Hey you
Hey beautiful
(V2)
I have congested my Demons and came over monsters/
pondering I should make an effort and with some stretch/
I used to use "do a suplex" as a subject just to contest/ the complex
complexity of complex compressed into a concepts/
consentually fucked 20 girls in a year like a contest/
A piece of SNM meanwhile my whole soul was in bondage/
the content of the story was mongering for something honest/
hence conscious that myself was my final conquest/
I went completely bonkers from seeing my own price/
Thanks to the answers and insight through all the known lies/
I got to know myself but still ignoring wrong signs/
Because as of now it seems that where ever I go, I/
contemplate how to turn common good to common great/
but it doesnt matter how much I'm trying to compensate/
for being conceited but it seems that I've come to a state/
where my complex turned to smugness after a self-hate/
(Stick)
Lucifer Dawn of the morning
I am so important; the lost son of God, gotten orphaned
I am so important; I broke my way out of boredom
(V3)
I looked in the mirror my smile is the meanest, believers/
See mixture between myself Jesus, and Narcicus/
I lie down in my own lap and wish, it was Khadija's/
seducing n' kissing myself for no reason/
the more confident I grow the more I grow radical/
what's God got to do with it he can go dammit all/
God of men in my art hence we can know man in God/
With my God complex I became megalomaniacal/
Credits
Written by: HKL
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD
Add. Vocals by: Jennifer Starfighter
Mastered by: Gaëtan G
Cover Artwork by: Jennifer Starfighter
