thanku from fuck world by blood girl

im gross
i told you so you know
please dont go
getting up your hopes

cause im used to disappointing
thats what im best at,you know
thats my hidden talent
and i will always feel alone
cause no matter what i do
i will sink and cannot swim
nothing can hold me up
when theres heaviness within

so i will treasure what you said
forever,forever
but i might not be alive soon
cause it never gets better
i will hold your hand one day
if you’ll allow it,will you allow it?
cause i want to feel the warmth
of someone who actually cares about me
i will hand you my last letter
i will tell you what it said
i will come back in the afterlife
when i am good as dead
i will crawl onto your back
and even though i may be heavy
i will sleep there for eternity
cause that is where i will feel safest

and i may have fucked up your life already
so it doesn’t matter if im heavy weight
if i dont live up to our promise
i deserve to have you hate me

yet i would kill myself
over and over and over again if that happened
haunt myself for taking everything i had for granted
but life is life right
it is nothing more than waiting for a bomb
you live or you give up and die
i’ve learned that from my mom

so i will treasure you
forever,forever
cause there is lots of shitty things you took
and actually made better
i will hold your hand one day
if you’ll allow it,will you allow it?
cause i want to feel the warmth
of someone who actually cares about me
i can promise you im less than
and you tell me i dont listen
i can tell you i think i am shit
but still my eyes will glisten
when you tell me things
or make me feel like i am almost kinda worth it
i wanna thank you for being my friend
thanku
i wanna tell you so
thanku

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