Walls from Headway by blacktoothed

I’ve tried a lot of ways to come down
I’ve tried a lot of ways to come up again
(Up again)
I find it hard to not hit the ground
(I’m here a lot)
But I feel a lot is passing me by

Understand
The way I feel
Takes me a lot
But I’m getting closer and closer to heal

You said to break down the walls
But I’m building them up again
Because it’s making me sick
If I keep on swallowing
I’m building up my walls
I’m truly shaking off the rust
brick by brick it’s fading
I feel it falling off of me

I’ve had another moment of truth
(Bout who I am)
I’ve lost connections to what I want to be
(Want to be)
I thought I had it all figured out
(Was so far off)
Confessing that allows me to break free

Understand
The way I feel
Takes me a lot
But I’m getting closer and closer to heal

You said to Break down the walls but I’m building them up again
Because it’s making me sick if I keep on swallowing
I’m building up my walls
I’m truly shaking off the rust
brick by brick it’s fading
I feel it falling off of me

• Hamburg