Divine Malfunction by Antriochs Disciples

I gave you everything I had left...
But I'm still crawling in the dark
No answer. No sign. Just the echo of me.
I’m the one praying.
But you forgot how to speak.

Save me… love me… unmake me…

Every night I bleed into the sky
Tear-stained psalms I can’t untie
You said there’s meaning in the pain
But it only taught me how to lie

Is this devotion or delusion?
I kneel, I shake—I call your name
The mirror breaks, I see your face
It looks just like mine. Just as afraid.

SAVE ME—I’M SINKING THROUGH THE LIGHT
LOST INSIDE A CHURCH WITHOUT A GOD
IF YOU'RE DIVINE, WHY DO I FEEL FORGOTTEN?
IF I’M YOUR SON, WHY AM I BROKEN?

I built altars out of my regrets
Lit candles with the breath I don’t have left
And still I whispered your name into the silence
Hoping pain would be enough

You watched me fall and called it grace
But I was burning...
While you turned your face

SAVE ME—I’M DROWNING IN THE LIGHT
EVERY WORD A NAIL, EVERY PROMISE A LIE
IF YOU’RE DIVINE, THEN SHOW ME SALVATION
IF I’M YOUR SON, THEN END THIS DAMNATION

I’M NOT A MIRACLE—I’M A MALFUNCTION
YOUR DESIGN—CRACKED OPEN IN ME
A GOD IN SILENCE IS A GOD WHO ABANDONS
AND STILL, I BURN... STILL I BURN...

SCREAMING FOR A SAVIOR THAT REFUSES TO ARRIVE
SCARRED BY THE LIGHT THAT CLAIMED TO GUIDE
I’VE BECOME THE DARKNESS YOU WARNED ME ABOUT
AND I STILL FUCKING PRAY WITH A BLEEDING MOUTH

So I’ll whisper one more time…
Not because I believe—
But because I’m afraid
Afraid that this was all I had
That I gave myself to something
That never gave a damn back

If this is your plan
Then you’re not a god
You’re just another name
That watched me rot

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