depression from self by everynell
Tracklist
4. | depression | 6:02 |
Lyrics
yeah, the other thing about depression,
is it kind of collapse time
suddenly you find your whole days blending together
to create one endless and suffocating loop
so you find yourself trying to remember what made you happy,
but your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy
depression (x3)
is it kind of collapse time
depression (x3)
is it kind of collapse time
is it kind of collapse time
i had a therapist who once said that these states would go away,
which brought my mom relief is that mean that
in bad times there'd be good times
it also gave her anxiety because
i meant that in the good times there would be bad times
it always confused me because i didn't really know what i meant
granted i didn’t realize until later
waxing winning implied
what i really applied
that these states are fixed, constant
and would remain with me for the rest of my life