Missing Pieces from Seeing Pastures by Ando San

The puzzle in my mind missing pieces
looking for my sanity It reaches
I feel the pull beckoning my peaches
Sweet is my ploy to enact all my teachings
Lessons learn speeches
I be chasing all my demons
Live a long life die young what a young man
Living like a goodman
Looking for his loose ends
Bygone hood man
Plant a tree woodman
See the leaves, grow land
Own a plot, own sand
I be looking for my season's nigga
I be looking for my reasons nigga
I be asking for my teaching's nigga
I just wanna live in leisure nigga
But there's my sanity
Falling in a hole filled pain and depravity
Lacking all my poise self-esteem it's a tragedy
Build myself up to the man that I stand to see
Longing for my vanity
Be an artist be a fantasy
I gotta see
Gotta find my piece

I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind
I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind

All of mine and all of time
I made decisions
To be a young man
black is hard to see my wishes
Society pounding melodies built on lethal systems
Long gone and dead beating the ecosystems
Earth planting its seeds to see its affirmation
An act of clarity serenading and renegading
The act of love is crucial to earthly understandings
I see the truth but only if I'm navigating
Thoughts linger in darken fallacy
Condescending
To think I hold my life in my words and all its meanings
End my life and end its worth
Soul is vending
I don't want it I wanna live and keep ascending
All I gotta do is find all my missing pieces
Live long enough to find all my missing wishes
Power through maybe win all my sanity
Hug all my thoughts maybe get a little vanity

I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind
I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind
I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind
I just wanna be here
Finding all my peace here
I don't wanna fear here
You don't wanna be here
Time to release fear
All my missing pieces falling all in mind

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