Illogical Reason from Deadlines by Amplify

You were knocking on the door
The whole summer, I don't know
I don't know who welcomed you
I've never wanted you as my guest
New shelter
With no place to rest
Everything it's fine
But I'm a train wreck
Every night I hear your voice
Screaming in my head
Did I ever look for you?
I guess...
I have been that fool
Unable to shut you up
For a year you wouldn't stop
Four later, you're still here
Hiding somewhere I sometimes see
I found out
You already belong here
Those black thoughts
A recurrent pattern
I wish I could stop
Fear of waking up
Did I ever look for you?
I guess…
I have been that fool
Day by day a bigger shade
Feeding yourself off my self-esteem
A stain is what remains - This stain is all you've left
Only a stain
You're still knocking on my door
Now I know
I will never shut you up
Your shadow haunted me for long enough
Shut down the noise... Just fade out.

• Punk
• melodic hardcore
• punk rock
• skate punk
• Spain