Winter Months from Turmoil by liuah

december 27th
you asked to come over
i was in the closet
smiling at the request

december 28th
you were just a bit late
but i don't mind anyways
and you knew that

january 1st
you asked me to come over
i was just hung over
well not really i was 12

january 13th
you texted me bearing your teeth
what the hell is a date
but i wouldn't mind anyways

now i can't talk to my friends
or am i overreacting to this
you said "i love you"
what does that imply

a month passed by
what did i get myself into
hanging out at the mall
my stomach aches, my headache growls

am i going crazy
am i really changing
is this supposed to last forever
this feeling deep inside

are you going crazy
with all my stupidity
i'm just young and dumb
an inexperienced hypocrite

fast forward a couple months
break up with me, make me look dumb
you blamed me for breaking rules
i didn't know applied

you cancelled the free trial
only to purchase it again
seasonal breakups were
never fun to begin with

look deeper inside
is this the man you fell in love with
or is it a facade
or a mirror of the past

am i going crazy
am i really changing
is this supposed to last forever
this feeling deep inside

are you going crazy
with all my stupidity
i'm just young and dumb
an inexperienced hypocrite

• Alternative
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• indie rock
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