Maybe Tomorrow from Chamomile by Ahnom

I had to leave and take a walk tonight/
In my head right now not all is right/
I took a second not to think about you/
Just to see this mess I am, how stressed I am/
I guess I am, not just neglected by you/
But also most often myself and the others I feel lesser than/
You smoke, I don't, the love I get is second hand/
You never told be a better man/
You said that I was perfect for you/
And that used to mean a lot to me/
But I'm seeing now, that is such an insult/
To be the one for someone who enjoys watching me sulk/
And seeing me, on my knees begging please these results/
Are bespoke of one who never thought of life without you/
I never saw a life without you/
But I add it everyday to the things that I'll do/

Maybe tomorrow, I'll do it all, maybe tomorrow/
But sometimes I don't wanna see tomorrow/

Maybe tomorrow, I'll wanna see tomorrow/
I'll wanna breathe from out of, these two lips/
that sip drips of whiskey left from bottles/
That are empty, hollow, just like me when I'm settled onto/
All my problems unsolved. I'm to my neck in sorrows/
I'm hoping maybe tomorrow, the guillotine'll swing/
it'll give me inner peace. Been thinking of leaving it to me/
But I have fear of the beyond and which deity I'll see/
But maybe tomorrow, I can turn into a ghost/
And get to be with ones I know loved me the most/
And maybe... why's it always maybe tomorrow?/
Maybe tomorrow, I'll at least say maybe today/
Then maybe cut the ties from all the things that made me this way/
I hate when I say, maybe tomorrow, so I'm saying today/
I'm gonna change, but it's already late/
Already sick and tired from life, and all that I drank/
So maybe tomorrow/,

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