Chamomile from Chamomile by Ahnom

I can't wait to go to sleep tonight/
I have a place to dream and get myself some needed peace and quiet/
No more nightmares, and no more parking lots/
No more draping towels around my face so I'll be hard to spot/
I used to talk a lot about being free/
not fully knowing what it means but knew for certain s'what I need/
So I've been evolving and making changes you can see/
Went from crawling on my knees to now, walking on my feet/
And I've been walking away, to where the pastures are green/
The same color as the aura that's embedded in me/
The same color of the glow from both her eyes when they gleam/
The same color as the cup in which I'm sipping my tea/
And these are some of the things I find are helping me rest/
Help me let go all the hurt I once held in my chest/
I'm taking a breath, prepared for what's next/
then pour myself another cup of what's been easing my stress/
Let's get it

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
All the things that let me leave it all behind/
and help me unwind while I find the peace inside my mind/

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
I think I found those things/
so I'll be ready now for whatever tomorrow, brings/

Today has been a long day, but I got paid/
and now I chill at home writing rhymes while this song plays/
It's been a long week, for many days I've lost sleep
but in the morning I keep going with these dreams that I keep/
It's been a long month, thought this all was gone but
I found this fire reignited everything I lost once/
It's been a long 4 years of keeping things inside/
Found the strength to speak my mind and now my life's been redefined/
There's been a couple times where I didn't wanna do this shit/
Remember all the things that I was once crushed and ruined with/
Scared of the idea of of trying things differently/
Scared of being vulnerable. Scared of what you'd think of me/
But I've been building momentum down inside of this studio/
Every song I've finished I'm lifted up and I'm moving though/
And now this album's done and got me moving on/
and making room inside my heart to write some newer songs/
And I'm gone

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
All the things that let me leave it all behind/
and help me unwind while I find the peace inside my mind/

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
I think I found those things/
so I'll be ready now for whatever tomorrow, brings/

I don't wanna see tomorrow/
Was once my state of mind on different paths that I had followed
But now the future's something that I find I'm looking forward to/
Filled with aspirations and some things I really hope to do/
I'm hoping to do a couple things that might be overdue/
Cook some food up in my home, invite my friends both old and new/
Thank them all for rolling through then treat them to a bowl or two/
I'm hoping to, train again and win a sunday open too/
Met a woman that I think I could be closer to/
who kissed me like her lips themselves had came up with the golden rule/
Who really knows exactly what's in store for me?/
But this path I walk I've now filled with all my hopes and dreams/
And friends who lift me up and help me aim at the stars/
not knowing they themselves are stars that are so close in my reach/
And like I said, I can't wait to go to sleep tonight/
Tomorrow's gonna come and bring me things that will complete my life/

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
All the things that let me leave it all behind/
and help me unwind while I find the peace inside my mind/

I've been on the search for all the things that'll feel/
like I just got home and I brewed myself a cup of chamomille/
I think I found those things/
so I'll be ready now for whatever tomorrow, brings/

• Hip Hop
• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Rap
• charity album
• reflective
• Portland