"and you bleed just to know you're alive..."
--- Pursuing Paradise.
an elegy to joseph robertson chandler, also known as joseph nobody by himself and referred by himself as an worthless, sinful, unlucky person.
he began alone and ended alone.
"Joseph Nobody" was the first product of my Pursuing Paradise-inspired project, Deafend By Ur Screams, released in December of 2019. It was at the time inspired by an old friend of mine, emotion-wise. He didn't commit suicide, though, thank God. He's fine, now moving to Italy.
The story is of love, sadness, meaning in life, death, hope and connections.
It was due to this first album that an exploration of plunderphonics and storytelling through music and samples was even more developed inside me, thus other subsequent releases came, including a spin-off of Joseph Nobody with the character of Jessie, a tale of porn addiction and a story of the dangers of fame.