The End from Humble Me by a.flaim

Is this the end? / Or a new beginning?
A waking up? / Or lucid dream?
Self-forgiveness? / Or grueling wait?
A way to cope? / Or isolate?

Is this the end? / Or a new beginning?
Attempted surrender? / Or vain escape?
Full collapse? / Wave undulate?
A loving reminder? / Or shameful display?

It’s unclear at this time, but I’m…

Staying in and destroying myself
Like I have some penance to pay
But the vice is its own punishment
I tried to isolate my bad
Believing it’s all that I am
And sought out something to rescue me

I tried so hard to do it alone
And never admitted how I really felt
Just kept pushing it further down
Until it was hard to feel anything
Much less remorse for what I’ve done
Searching in all those desperate places
Trying to satisfy my starving soul
With more stress and rigid control
Now I see that I was wrong
There’s nothing I can do to save myself
But gut punch my ego by sharing my flaws
In the hopes that it can free someone else

Maybe I’m ready to be seen
Maybe I’m ready to be known
Maybe I can actually do some good
Maybe I’m ready to be loved

Is this the apocalypse? / Or my humbling?
My submission? / Or liberation?
Total destruction? / Or salvation?
The end of affliction? / Or the beginning of my life?

Maybe, like me, you need to hear it too
You’re not condemned
You’re loved
And valuable

Maybe, like me, you need to hear it too
You’re not condemned
You’re loved
And valuable
You’re loved
And valuable
You're loved
And valuable
You're loved
And beautiful

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